sorry i suck...

it is kind of amusing that i couldn't keep up with this blog thing...

considering i spend a lot of time on my computer.

i am not quite sure why i enjoy it so much.

but i mostly use my computer as a tool.

i read the news.

i check twitter (celebrity news).

i am constantly googling things i need to know.

i research.

i edit photos.

i keep in touch.

i watch my favorite t.v. shows.

i realize it may seem as if i have a lot of time on my hands... and i do.

and i thoroughly enjoy spending time on my computer.

is that a crime?

maybe i will get paid for it someday.

also, let me say that i do not like capital letters.

i over-use periods.

and i understand that this may be annoying.

but it is the way i like it.

so, it is my new goal to keep up with this blog.

and i don't even think anyone knows that it exists.

but,

i will write in it anyway.

because it doesn't make sense that i am self-conscious about my writing, or my thoughts.

when... i want to be a writer.

so i gotta get over that.

because i know that no matter what, even if what i do have to say isn't all that interesting.

it makes me feel better.

[when the sun is just right over the horizon,

there is a certain light

that makes me feel alive.]